I'd been feeling like crap lately. I had been such a bitch, and sometimes it just scared the hell out of me that I become such a bitch! Because I am not so bad, just that stress was finally taking its toll on me...Thank God, I have a punching bag...so he was the one who got hammered by me everyday. What will I do without him! I have other friends whom call and talk and JMF and blogs to read...so that take off my mind of 'certain' things.

Anyway, I just read my email from one of my very nice ex-colleague. He's a very charming guy, single LOL...since I left like a 'flash' from that darn place, I couldn't say my bye-bye to anyone. So I sent out my emails to some of them, including 'O'. He replied after 2 weeks and what he said makes me feel better. I quote "Don't mind you be my boss. You are funny and bright!" :-)

So after feeling so demoralized for the last 2 weeks or so, I somehow realized that hey, I am funny and I'm also bright, so what's keeping me away from being so happy and cheerful? The stress was keeping me unhappy...and I want to try to put a smile on my face everyday from today onwards. It's just that I feel like I haven't laughed so freely the last couple of days.

I know there was someone who said I should smile and be happy. After all, the whole debacle was done and over with...but heck, he got slammed for being nice! :(

And the other day, my ex colleague called and said that the darn boss actually asked her about me...Such hypocrite!!!